2025 03 09
Sunset on Bloomington. Chicago, Illinois. October, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
Chicago’s weather today was glorious. The first nice weekend day where everyone leaves the house and it makes the city feel alive with energy and humanity. It’s days like these that make me glad to live where I do.
-Clayton
2025 03 08
(Hidden) Busted Car. Chicago, Illinois. October, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
While out celebrating my birthday yesterday, I realized that my driver’s license had expired that day. Needing to drive to St Louis for a photo assignment in a few days, I was worried that getting this renewed in time would not be possible (also considering the state had determined I needed to pass a written test to do so). Fortunately, I spent Saturday afternoon at the DMV and made it happen after an hour or so of sitting in the waiting room listening to numbers being called.
Afterwards, we celebrated with pizza at Barnaby’s up in Northbrook, which has been on our list of spots to check out. The pizza was great and the place was wildly crowded with families enjoying an early Saturday night pizza dinner. As we ate, numbers were called out continuously as orders were ready, which made the whole experience feel appropriate post DMV.
-Clayton
2025 03 07
Me, ill wandering. Somewhere in Illinois. December, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
It is my birthday.
-Clayton
2025 03 06
John aka Crust Fund making another pizza during a fundraiser event at my See You Soon space. Chicago, Illinois. November, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
I’m wildly proud of the things I’ve been able to do at my studio space. That said, I often forget all of the things that have happened here. It’s easy to look at an empty calendar and get sad about how slow or hard things are. Two thoughts on this:
Having just completed my taxes (I secretly like doing them because it’s a nice reminder of all the things you did the previous year), I was left impressed by how busy the studio kept me in a year that I’d kind of summed up as being a bad year (business-wise).
I’m (forcing myself to) finally get a regular newsletter going. We’ll start with the studio, which should go out every month, and eventually (soon) I’ll get one going for my own “personal brand” which will be focused solely on my photography work. I’ve long shunned this habit because: it’s boring and I don’t want to do it; they just get trashed and hardly anyone sees them; I dislike talking about myself (contrary to what this blog may lead you to believe!). That said, it finally hit me that there’s just as much benefit to my own personal mental health in the practice as there is potential benefits from a marketing perspective, and that’s huge!
Set aside some time to look back and reflect on all the amazing things you’ve accomplished and it will likely help bring a smile to your face.
Then, if you don’t tell anyone about all the cool things you’ve done, did they actually happen?
-Clayton
2025 03 04
What’s going on out there? Chicago, Illinois. December, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
We live in wild times. It’s depressing and I’ve made the calculated decision to mostly ignore it, to the best of my abilities, and focus on myself and my work. I’m not certain it will be possible to ignore it much longer at the pace we are moving, but in my experience, engaging does more harm to my mental health than good. Lots of people I know agree with this approach and are attempting to practice it themselves. This also scares me.
Staring at the television this morning in an effort to pay some attention and it leaves me thinking we are swiftly heading for a recession. This thought is a difficult one in that I will likely need to completely rework my own professional career: lose the studio to cut overhead, get a side job, lower my rates, etc, etc. Everything is on the table. It almost feels like the powers that be know this reality and it’s precisely why they are taking the actions they are taking. The bums lost, Lebowski.
Until that day comes we will keep calm and carry on. Good luck, everyone. I’m turning the tv off.
-Clayton
2025 03 03
Night house. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
In the dead of the night, I was awoken and caught a glimpse of what my brain was working on while sleeping. It’s always remarkable to me how busy our brains seem to be while sound asleep. Maybe this isn’t always the case, but it seemed as though mine was working in overdrive. It felt like my brain was rewiring itself, shifting its focus entirely towards video production. I had all sorts of videos playing out, filled with specific concepts, shot ideas, lighting schemes, transitions, edits, experimental techniques, graphics, etc. It was both exciting and daunting, waking up to realize the ideas exist in there but to actualize them will require focus, dedication, and time. That’s the main hurdle that has kept me away from video for a decade now.
I think watching the Oscars and seeing best director Sean Baker’s enthusiastic acceptance speech shamed my subconscious into attempting to make up for a decade of neglecting the artistic passion (filmmaking) that got me started on this journey I am currently on. The challenge will be avoiding decision fatigue and over-analysis, resulting in nothing being accomplished at all. There are a hundred ideas floating around in my brain, which is exciting, but spending each day thinking about them all — dreaming of them — while not doing anything about it will only give me a blog full of mediocre posts that few people see and not much else to show for it.
Enough dreaming. Time to create.
-Clayton
2025 03 01
Yoder and some fine wine. Chicago, Illinois. November, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
We’re doin’ movie night at the studio tonight, which I’ve dubbed Cinema 606 (shoutout Katie!), and I’m very excited about it. I’m on cocktail duty, as always, and Allison is making her amazing tavern pizzas (shoutout John!) and some other tasty stuff. It’s amazing having the space to do stuff like this, and I have no shortage of ideas on other things to do both inside and outside the space…but of course, time. Time is always the constraint. So much so that I find myself overwhelmed with thoughts and ideas to the point that I end up stalling and getting nowhere.
I used a photo of Kenneth today because he’s someone who suffers from the same condition. We should probably start a podcast about it. That’s the answer!
-Clayton
2025 02 28
Bird of prey. Chicago, Illinois. February, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
Sometimes you walk to get tacos and on your way back to the studio see a hawk in the tree and snap a bunch of photos of it, then get back to the studio, eat the tacos, do some emails, open up the Lapse app to see the photos have developed and download one to post on your blog that probably nobody will ever see. Shit, looks like it back-focused. We’ll get him next time. Tacos were solid, at least.
-Clayton
2025 02 27
Mister Tom Musick performs at Weegee’s. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
Last night I was out too late and drank a few too many beers. The long and the short of it is that I think we’re giving the photobook shop a go. Or, at least the concept of what will hopefully become a physical space at some point down the line. More to come.
-Clayton
2025 02 26
Another Busted Car. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
I know y’all are here for the gripping Busted Car Content so I will keep it coming.
-Clayton
2025 02 25
Eggs. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
This is not a political blog…
-Clayton
2025 02 24
Streator, Illinois. November, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
Lately, I’ve been pondering excessively about what to focus my energies towards. Fortunately, I think my self-imposed marching orders have more or less been made and I am now on a path, for the remainder of the year at least, to see where it takes me.
One deterrent to creating new work is the internal struggle towards judging the work you haven’t yet created! Will it be unique enough? Will it be original? Will it stand out in a world so saturated with content it’s quite impossible to even comprehend!? The quote below, while clearly written in a time prior to social media, Ai, and content factories, helped bring some sanity to my overworked brain:
"Even in literature and art, no man who bothers about originality will ever be original: whereas if you simply try to tell the truth (without caring twopence how often it has been told before) you will, nine times out of ten, become original without ever having noticed it."
-C.S. Lewis
-Clayton
2025 02 23
Another busted car. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
This car hasn’t moved once as long as I’ve had my photo studio across the alley, so approx. three years. It’s a dumb observation that makes urbanist me go a bit crazy, in that we give away so much of our environment in support of parking underutilized and decaying automobiles.
-Clayton
2025 02 22
Woman in window. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
Watching the world go by.
-Clayton
2025 02 21
Another Christmas tree to toss into the landfill. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
2025 02 20
The Kickback play an acoustic set at See You Soon. Chicago, Illinois. December, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
In doing a lot of “research” towards shooting motion, I’ve also been watching and discovering a ton of youtube channels. There’s a lot of great stuff out there, which is both inspiring and concerning (from a business mindset)! This lil gem from Mandelbro below popped into my feed and was a much needed breath of fresh air on a day like today where the world sure does feel as though it is falling apart.
He touches on the idea in the video, but my decision to open a photo studio three odd years ago remains one on of my favorites yet. While it’s been an insane amount of work, wildly challenging, and realistically far too expensive to justify, the new connections and life paths it has opened up for me have me it all worthwhile. Here’s hoping this year’s pivot to video will provide some similar gains, as I know the time, energy, and money required is going to be daunting.
-Clayton
2025 02 19
Off-season tune-up. Somewhere in Northern Illinois. March, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
This video by Bryan Birks is nice and is inspiring me to get back on the road asap. So many ideas I hope to explore in the not-too-distant future…
Also, I’m realizing I need to do a far better job of documenting where I make images as I make them.
-Clayton
2025 02 18
I’m doing a lot of thinking and researching into video lately as I re-shape my approach to photography back towards motion-first. As always, doing the work and putting in the reps are vastly more important than anything you will learn sitting on the couch, however, I must say I am a bit humbled by the sheer level of quality being displayed by some young youtube video creators these days. The quality of work being made by one person in a bedroom is now equal to what a team of specialists would be called in for not long ago. Time, of course, is still the required x-factor, but Ai will continue to put a dent into that part of the equation as well.
The video below by Gawx is both a fourteen-minute long ad for laptops and a beautiful video about art and creation. It is both infuriating and mesmerizing. It is both an example of what I should be focusing my own career towards and everything I hate about what I do. It’s complicated, impressive, and seemingly has broken my brain.
What I keep thinking about is my own career path.
Have you had your ad break today? Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
I’m doing a lot of thinking and researching into video lately as I re-shape my approach to photography back towards motion-first. As always, doing the work and putting in the reps are vastly more important than anything you will learn sitting comfortably on the couch, however, I must say I am a bit humbled by the sheer level of quality being displayed by some young youtube video creators these days. The quality of work being made by one person in a bedroom is now equal to what a team of specialists would be called in for not long ago. Time, of course, is still the required x-factor, but Ai will continue to put a dent into that part of the equation as well.
The video below by Gawx is both a fourteen-minute long ad for laptops and a beautiful video about art and creation. It is both infuriating and mesmerizing. It is both an example of what I should be focusing my own career towards and everything I hate about what I do. It’s complicated, impressive, and seemingly has broken my brain.
What I keep thinking about is my own career path.
When I began in this business, all the of content was made by a few old men with large support structures (filled with both full-time staff and freelance help) doing most of the work. These men owned buildings and got wildly rich. The barriers to entry were as tall as skyscrapers. I witnessed and participated in the very tail end of this era, working as an editor/assistant/webmaster/casting aide/etc before putting in my resignation and going out on my own with a new digital camera in hand. It was clear this model was dying and I would myself become a part of what killed it.
The new era which shaped me was filled with a larger number of younger men and women doing more of the work ourselves and keeping far less overhead. Nobody owned buildings, budgets were more modest but still robust, and freelancers were used anytime more help was needed on larger productions. Realistically, this era ended with Covid and we are now firmly in a new era, which people like myself are still a bit behind in understanding.
The current era is filled with millions of people, of all ages, all over the world motivated to make good work and fueled by a boom in affordable tools to do so. Cameras and lighting were once a barrier to entry but are now more of a bump in the road. Anything you want to make can be done with time and some youtube tutorials. It’s both amazing and terrifying, as the structures that were once in place to regulate prices and standards have crumbled like a sand castle at high tide. Making a living in this era will largely be tied to how large and dedicated your personal audience is and far less by how good you are at lighting or camera operating (this stuff helps but without an audience, you’re just one of thousands of people capable of doing it). To get an audience, you need a voice. A unique angle. Consistency. You need to be interesting and authentic. Say wild things, be provocative. Grab them by the pussy and be put in charge of the nation.
I’m still digesting all of this myself and figuring out where I stand in this landscape. At the end of the day, I know making things is what brings me joy and makes me happy, gives me purpose. I could do it for thousands of dollars or I could do it for free and be just as happy (shoutout to my agent). This is my edge but it’s no longer all you need to make it all work. You need a voice. You need to communicate clearly and gain an audience. You need a … blog?
-Clayton