2026 04 19
We pulled into Kingdom a few nights back determined to show Haley a good time for her belated birthday celebration. As Allison was about to put a fresh homemade pizza into the oven, and I struggled over making cocktails without the prep Iād neglected to do, the house power shut off. Outside, a massive rush of wind had just moved through the surrounding farmland area, which properly spooked me enough to rush back inside, while struggling to close the kitchen door behind me. Would this be our first tornado experience?!
One problem you face inside a 150-year old stone farm house in the middle of nowhere is that youāre basically alone. Sure, the farmers across the road protecting their livestock are technically around, but thereās no municipal warning siren to alert you to take shelter. The small interior windows donāt give you much visibility to the potentially-impedning doom awaiting you outside (this must by why wrap-around porches were invented!). Best thing you can do is head to the basement and hope for the best. We, of course, finished our pizzas as the power thankfully kicked back on; I passed out some mediocre cocktails to help take our minds off the twisters; and once the storm passed we rode into town to partake in the weekly karaoke bar night along with a rather robust crowd, considering the situation.
Thatās springtime in the Midwest.
2026 04 17
Heading out this way soon to spend some time with Haley and very much looking forward to it, even with possible tornadoes in the forecast. Especially because of that, really.
Have a nice weekend, yāall.
2026 04 16
While doing computer work, a youtube video about Stephen Shore caught my attention and had me appreciating the subtle details in this photo of mine made last year in Quincy. Iām not trying to compare myself to Shore, however, it was a refreshing break from my work to take in the video and look at some of his images with a bit of honest commentary from the youtuber The Photographic Eye (a channel I often enjoy). Itās easy to get hard on myself about my images when Iām not brining home bangers after a few days of Ill Wandering. But a pause to remember the bigger picture is nice. Not every image needs to be consumed on a phone in half a second.
2026 04 12
Iām finally getting on top of my Ill Wandering archives and edits from the last 2+ years. While I havenāt made this ambiguous project a priority, I do have quite a few nice images and hope to make it more of a focus this year. Iāll start to post more images here in hopes of keeping it top of mind.
2026 01 31: Cement City
Just a quick note today, as I just returned from four days on the road and need to immediately jump back into studio manager duties. I had an assignment in Louisville that I drove down to, planning to attempt some personal work both on the way down and back. The way down did not go as planned due to the large storm that rolled through the country, however, I was able to squeeze in a bit of personal Illinois Wandering time on the return trip. New photos and plenty of new ideas.
The job went fine, however, it also left a terrible taste in my mouth and has me even more demoralized about my role as a photographer. Long story short: the agency sent along a contract for me to sign while I was already on my way down, thus had zero time to review it. Of course, the contract is one of those āwe get all the rights and you canāt use the images for anything, plus youāre somehow finanically liable if anything goes wrongā kinda contracts. I left it in limbo, shot the project, and now Iām home stressing about it and needing to resolve things. Yet another example of why I picked my focus for the year: boring backend tasks. I ignored the legal/logistical side of things because I was more focused on hitting the road and making some new work, and now here we are, suffering the consequences.
Oh yeah, I said this would be a short post!
The only thing I wanted to share was a podcast recommendation! A worthwhile podcast recommendation!
Cement City is an amazing project and shining example of what is possible through longterm dedication to a project. Iām seven episodes in, which I listened to while wandering the small towns of Illinois as a perfect backdrop. I both highly recommend giving it a listen and have been inspired to push my own life towards making a piece that ressonates as much as Cement City has for me.
2026 01 19: Controlled Chaos
This is a visual representation of what my life feels like lately: semi-controlled chaos; rules & regulations; logistics & confusion; planning & plotting.
2026 01 17: Virtual Scouting
The last few days, in my spare time, Iāve been watching a youtube channel from a guy who explores places and does a really nice job of explaining the history and interesting angles (while being super enthusiastic about simple things which also get me excited inwardly). Iāve been enjoying them specifically because it feels a bit more āproductive,ā in the sense that Iām using the videos as virtual scouting trips covering places I aim to explore and photography myself in the coming years. The videos specific videos are covering areas in UP Michigan, but they also very much remind me of a lot of my own Ill Wandering trips over the last few years.
More on all of these thoughts another day, but for today, hereās a photo from Lincoln, Illinois (which also reminded me I need to dust off, finish, and post my āPlan for a New Illinoisā proposal. So much to doā¦